Sunday, April 29, 2012

So It Continues.


I’ve been a blogger for almost 4 years.  It all started when I was bound to first leave the States as a 19-year-old.  I was in the middle of my biology/religion undergraduate degree at Hamline University and God led me to take a break.  I kept getting the hankering that I needed to go.  With little clue of what that meant, I signed up for Discipleship Training School in Winnipeg, MB, Canada, a program that would take me through different facets of God, myself, and people.  It granted me 10 great friends and my first third world experience in Eastern Uganda. 

It was quite the year.  When you finally have time to focus on yourself, when you can actually soul search, it’s astounding what comes to your mind, your heart.  I was able to zone in and actually think about where I was going in life.  Few of us take the time to do that.  We just … go to college.  Because that’s what you do.  Don’t get me wrong, college a good thing to do – I went back to school when I returned from Canada – but we rarely think about why we’re doing it.  Knowledge is power.  But what will you do with it? 

I went back to school to finish my Bachelor’s because on DTS, my passion for wildlife was affirmed.  I struggled with loving large cats all my life.  Gosh, it even sounds weird now.  I had a hard time loving creatures so much when it’s clear to see that God’s people are hurting.  There are invisible children, and involuntary prostitutes beyond former number.  There are cases of cancer in every family, and malaria and HIV/AIDS are taking the African continent by storm.  Hell, Betty down the street needs a hug.  And in our own neighborhoods, there is abuse, there is homelessness, there is loneliness.  And I’m called to love … wildlife?  Animals?  I asked God 4,519 times and still, He said Yes.  And again, Yes. 

So I transferred to the University of Wisconsin–Madison and got my Bachelor’s in Zoology.  I studied a semester of Wildlife Management in Kenya and Tanzania.  And I am still, still trying to figure it out, but you gotta love me for trying.  I find myself now recently married to a man as adventurous as I am.  Can you believe he wants to return to Africa with me?  We live in Yokosuka, Japan and he works as Gunnery Officer on board the USS Shiloh.  Life is Navy.   So though our world is exciting now, living overseas and struggling to learn the language and survive in the Navy, it looks forward to the day I can work on safari.  So this is the story of the here and now, but mostly, this is the story of my crawl to something great. 

I left off at my first blog, The Adventures of Kernal.  Since my last name is no longer KERN, I’ve decided to take on my married name and start a fresh, new blog.  If you want to see my history, there it is.  Enjoy.